steady rollin'

Team Porn rides again. Ordealsverse, in which the boys suffer for Blue's love of UST and my love of torturing Dean with hilarious predicaments.

A Nice Day to Start Again
He Ain't No Prince
Not the Only Man She Sees

and now...

The Seldom Seen Kid
Supernatural. Sam/Dean. NC-17. ~10,000 words. Co-authored with blue_soaring
"You get all the best curses."

Read Me.

Two down on these blindfold things. I am slow at tidying them up! Also even though I owned up to them in the meme itself, now it's like official that I've entered into this flavour of special hell.

Threaded Through
SPN RPS. Jeff/Jensen. R. 850 words. Corsetry.
Jensen owns the room as he laces himself up, and all Jeff can think is this is a whole new sort of kinky.

( Read Me. )

I ♥ Uriel. Wrathalicious.

Keen Watch
Supernatural. Uriel. PG-13. 200 words. Written for supernatural100's prompt #25 - Grace.
Uriel fingers the phial on its chain.

( Read Me )

♥ to blue_soaring for helping clean this up from its shoddy comment porn origins.

Laid Bare
Supernatural. Sam/Dean. NC-17. ~400 words. Gangbang.
Dean knows only the weight and pleasure of the way Sam's gaze moves over his skin.

( Read Me. )

Went downtown to Comic Relief today to pick up the book I'd requested. They had failed to call to let me know it came in. This wasn't terribly frustrating, but since I had to call and ask them to hold the book, it certainly made me wonder if it would be worth doing that again. The clerk assured me that failure to notify was a rare occurance, so I'll probably be good and continue patronizing my local shop rather than saying fuck it and ordering things more cheaply and lazily online. Naturally though, instead of just picking up that book, I bought like...four others as well. Economic stimulation powers activate! Secret Invasion, here I come. :d

I'm working now on finishing up my image for the spn_j2_xmas exchange. I worry that it won't live up to the image that I did for Blue's fic, but well, it's in a different style, so it's hard to compare.

Here's a link to blue_soaring's fic Smoke Signals which includes my illustration. The fic is NC-17 and is 8k words of awesome, the accompanying image is NSFW.



In other news, tomorrow is the Wordpress Installfest at Berkeley Coworking. I'm excited to sit down and geek out and have some dedicated time to work on my site. :D

ETA: Edited for linkage!

dear kink meme,

thank you for all the hot daddyfic.

hugs and kisses,

me.

I only dropped a single request because everything I would've asked for was already showing up in spades.

Now if I could just stop trolling the thing long enough to finish my spn xmas gift....

Also, I have joined the new moviefics comm, because I figure it's about time I start actively posting places again and I like panfandom places. Lookit me, being sociable. Wee.

I have three more days in this semester and the evil twin distracts me with 8000 words of J3 fisting porn. 8000 words of ridiculously hot fisting porn. You know, once upon a time I didn't see the appeal. I am a convert. She is also probably stupidly pleased that I have slid that much closer down the slippery slope towards J2. We'll see if I can ever get there without the JDM crutch. I've missed having an rps fandom though. And with Susan watching all the LotR movies lately, it's been making me super nostalgic over lotrips. Which reminds me, I've been looking around for ages for this fic that had one of the hobbits (I think it was Billy) and SeanB and football and drinking and hotness. I think it had Viggo/Sean mentions in it too. Eurgh. I wish I could be less vague....

Anyway, tomorrow, I have a full day of hard surface modeling in front of me. With how behind I was in that class since the format and the materials just did not click with me, I'm not sure how close to finished I'll be with my project. Enough to get a passing grade, I'm sure, but not nearly where I want. Thankfully I got an additional training vid that did a really good job at illustrating all the concepts I was having difficult with. I'm dedicated enough to the subject (Metallicar!) that it's a project I'll keep going on.

My character model is also not going to be finished to level I'd like, but it's more than good enough to turn in. I have all the main parts done, and done well, and it's only all the extra (and optional) accessories that I'm lagging behind on. That one too I'm dedicated enough to continue working on, and I'm really excited to see it done. I'm dying to texture and pose the character, since I think he turned out looking pretty darn cool. It was nice too to collaborate on an original character that wasn't my own as well as something non-fannish as it gave me a lot of wiggle room and I didn't have to spend weeks trying to do character design when that's not my forte.

I gave away my Sunday shift since I definitely need the time with a midnight due date. I'll still be going in with J during the bake shift at stupid o'clock tomorrow though. I had pretty much told my boss I thought we should decorate and he said, go for it, so I bought/made some things on my own that I could just take down and keep after the holidays, and then used petty cash to pad that out with garlands and cute little mini-ornaments. I got about 50% of it up this morning before my shift actually started, and so I want to finish that tomorrow. The head baker came in early and asked if I was going to put up anything in the back. I hadn't really planned to since I went into it thinking more about customers than employees, but after he asked, I made sure to ration out my supplies so I could make production pretty and festive too. For such a meagre budget, I think I did fairly well, and my favourite regulars were appreciative. That totally made coming in early worth it. :D

Anyway, back to the grind!

p.s. Oh wait, I forgot, J and I put up our xmas lights today on the balcony and they're so very pretty. We're probably going to get another strand for the window in our room, but even now we have the cutest lights on the block! :D

p.p.s. The guy working on his cars in the garage underneath us is playing AC/DC. If only he didn't look like the comic book guy from the Simpsons. Sure I'm pretending otherwise, but still.

And now some Supernatural commissioned by Saklani.



( [PG-13] - Supernatural - Sam/Dean - Moonlit [commission] )

Related to this image...I ordered my Cintiq last night. I am going to die with joy when it arrives!

When canon gives you lemons write shameless self-indulgent fic instead?

Supply and Demand
Supernatural. Alistair/Dean, Sam/Dean, some John/Dean. Dub-con. NC-17. ~1100 words.
Most nights he'll take the sweet slowness that the fucker prefers.


( Read Me. )

Went to bed stupidly early since J had to and somehow I ended up waking up before his alarm, so I decided to just come in to work with him. He's busy baking all the pastries and muffins right now and I'm lazing around with a cup of tea and poking at some of Blue's fics that need beta'ing. Also apparently ranting...

( Because SPN breaks my heart in the bad way. )

Thought I'd post shots of my midterm. I'm happy mostly with the facial and hair sculpt. Most of what I fixed in terms of facial structure was problems under the mask and around the nose. Although I'm needing to start on my final, I'm also not done with this at all. I'm currently working on fixing the quicky armor pieces that I'd built and making them more movie-accurate. They're not bad for a mock-up, but the scale is off on several things, i.e. the straps need to be widened and the bandolier needs some tweaking after altering the base shape to make it rest better against his chest. Blahblah.

Anyway, had fun messing around tonight in the lab by stripping the accessories and giving him lazy stubble more of a Winchester-y expression. Pls ignore that I just pulled strands out of the existing hair shape. :3

( comedian bust and john winchester roughs )

Not counting a brief shopping excursion to buy myself a couple new shirts, I've been at school for about 8 hours. I'd go home now, but J will be out of class in an hour and the lab is pretty empty so I might as well take a break from Zbrush and fuck around in Photoshop since I don't have to worry about hogging a computer. I'm pretty happy with my progress this semester, and being able to hit the workshop every Wednesday is really helping. Since I'm focusing so much on humanoids rather than needing to split that up with just learning the tools, I'm getting a lot faster in roughing out a sculpt. It's fun. I look forward to harnessing the power of my army of 3d boys.

I haven't posted fic in over four months, but somehow I managed 3k words in a few days. The evil twin made me do it?


Where the Devil Sleeps
Supernatural. John/Dean, prior John/Sam. NC-17. ~3100 words. Follow-up to blue_soaring’s No More Room in Hell, Boys.
Dean's been Sam's protector since the demon took Mary, and what greater betrayal than what John let his youngest do?


( Read Me. )

Went in to a workshop today to spend more time on my model. I officially turned it in yesterday, but of course there are lots of things that could use refining and fixing and I got some solid feedback from my teacher. I have a little list of things to do on top of the remainder of the props that I'd like to build. I managed to tweak a lot of things today, fixing the majority of the problems that I had around the nose and mouth. I'm really looking forward to the ecorche class next semester since I know that's really going to hammer in a lot of muscular anatomy and their related volumes. 2d only gets me so far on that front.

I got a head start on my final today as well since like my class last semester, it's essentially up to you to work on it all on your own time. I'm pleased with the subject/concept art I chose to work off of, since it's not a style that I'd do on my own so much. Speaking of projects I'd do on my own time, I ended up in the lab afterwards to do more modeling. I started a model of Jensen for the hell of it since I had all the refs with me, and well, if I'm doing the Impala for my hard surface final, than being able to pose Dean in the front seat would be /awesome/. Briefly met a fellow SPN fan who spotted my model and came over to encourage me. Win! Fangirls are everywhere. :3

Am now all caught up on the current episodes of SPN too, which makes me infinitely happy. So nice not to have to worry about spoilers anymore! My write has been broken of late, but I think I'll attempt to actually sit down and work on some fic while I've got all this time off.

Also, I should make it a habit to get to the Wednesday workshop 10 minutes early every week, as there is a flirtworthy boy in the previous class.

Quicky SPN thing. Consider it a celebration of the evil twin having vacation time! :3



( [PG-13] - Supernatural - Sam/Dean - We Are Nowhere )

Since nekofreak hadn't seen Iron Man yet, I used this as a flimsy excuse to go see it again. Upon third viewing? STILL SMOKING HOT AND AWESOME.

I... I tried to pretend like I wasn't falling hard, but, well. I have icons now. That says enough. :x

Also, the evil twin talked me into robot tentacle porn, and I talked her into a Supernatural/Iron Man crossover. She writes like a fiend though, so the tentacle porn lags behind.

Behold the flaming panties hotness:

Drive You Wild - SPN/Iron Man - Sam/Dean/Tony - 4k words of omgporn by blue_soaring.

Baby, you kill me.

This week after picking up GO for the first time in ages, I had that moment of man, that'd be a fun crossover to write with SPN. And then I considered it enough to feel a nibble. And then I watched the latest canon which attempted to thwart my bunny. Some bunnies though, just can't be thwarted. Also, now maybe the evil twin will read the book.

Oh, and the requisite footnotes have the proper linkage to jump down and back as needed.


In Sum
Good Omens/Supernatural. Aziraphale&Crowley, Sam&Dean. PG-13. 2000 words.
YOUR CONTRACT IS OVERDUE FOR COLLECTION, CROWLEY.


( Read me. )

Been a while since I tried to draw Sam and Dean in a differing style and I don't think I've ever sketched them younger. Here's a doodly attempt at them as teens in something roughly in the vein of Yumi Tada. (so roughly that I don't even feel as if I should mention it. hah.)

...I feel as if I need a sketch journal again or something as this seems like clutter! Sam didn't turn out anywhere near what I was aiming for. He looks more like, oh, I don't know, Pippin or something. XDDDD I also did some pencil sketching last night trying to draw the boys in Neonvision's style which was marginally more successful, although the scanner isn't as easily accessible as it once was, so I'll post a bunch of pencil scans later I suppose.

eta: added one pencil sketch scan, cleaned up marginally in GIMP.

( [G] - Supernatural Sketch - Sam and Dean, yumi tada style )

( ...and one in neonvision style )

Thanks to the evil twin for forcing encouraging me to scrape this thing off the floor and get it finished. This fulfils my quota of managing a 10k word fic only once a year. :3


Something Invisible is Gone
Supernatural. Sam/Dean. NC-17. 12500 words.
He can feel the bible in the drawer beside him like another person in the room, but there have never been any answers in there for this.

( Part One... )